I Should Be...

It’s late and I should be asleep. Then again there are so many “should be’s” that I should be doing. I should be studying instead of going out and spending time with the Possum. I should have said ‘No’ and insisted that I go home after dinner so that I could be more productive and at least get myself organized for the coming assignments… but he is wily too, like the infamous custard bun. Just a smile from the Possum, or a ‘Please’ and I relent and stay with him (I have such little back bone... *tsk tsk tsk*)

This makes me think about all the “should be’s” that I should be doing.
I should be thinner. I should be smarter. I should be more ladylike. I should be more IT savvy. I should love math. I should be an actress. I should help the poor. I should be able to save the world. I should write a book. I should be richer. I should be…I should be… I should be… Gawd there are many of those “Should be’s” huh?

Time passes by and all the “should be’s” just pass by and you can’t ever get them back. They are just thoughts and perhaps wishful thinking of someone who means to do well. Who shoots for the stars and ends up somewhere close to the pavement, hahaha…

I really should be spending my time writing more productive things really instead of moaning all the time… oh well… atleast I feel alittle better...