For some reason,
I feel strangely sad.
Maybe its that overwhelming feeling
of having so much to do and not knowing
where to start or how to finish it.
Perhaps it is the feeling of wanting to
say something but not knowing the words.
Perhaps its the feeling of being unnoticed,
of being left behind, of not being the first.
Perhaps it is just the weather... gloomy.
Perhaps its me lacking the Christmas spirit
not feeling it, not decorating my home,
not doing much at all...
Maybe its the choices I made
or the ones I didn't make.
I think its just that time
of the year.