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Instead of doing something to help the poor Haitian's, or to pray for U.Alan who has passed away (God bless His soul), or to pray for A.Janet who has cancer, or to help my folks clean the house, or to clean my own freaking room... I surf the net and look at things to buy and fill my head with new projects to do and lament over the fact that I still have not lost an ounce of weight. I should have done more for others instead of thinking about me all the time and expecting things to happen for me when out there so many need my help.
I feel downright horrible.
I truly hate myself at times like this.