I fear

I fear that I can't write nor speak proper anymore.

The words are lopsided, haphazard, a jumble of thoughts colliding out of sight.

Its just the words and actions that don't seem to come out right.

It seems that everything I say is wrong.

I have lost the meaning...

forgotten the lyrics to my inner song.

I miss writing.

I miss speaking.

I miss the words that were always my companion.

I miss you my best friend,my supporter, my champion.

I fear that I can't write nor speak proper anymore.

I fear I am losing you

as I did before.

I don't want to lose you.