I miss you

Sometimes when you cross my mind, i miss you.

I Miss You 

Blink 182

Hello there the angel from my nightmare

The shadow in the background of the morgue

The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley

We can live like Jack and Sally if we want

Where you can always find me

And we'll have Halloween on Christmas

And in the night we'll wish this never ends

We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)

(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry

I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight

I need somebody and always

This sick strange darkness

Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted

The Webs from all the spiders

Catching things and eating their insides

Like indecision to call you

and hear your voice of treason

Will you come home and stop the pain tonight

Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

I miss you (miss you miss you)

(I miss you miss you)

she remembers

Sometimes the concept of time eludes me.

I try to fathom time and space and its overwhelming.

I should try to stop finding answers to 

questions that I don't even know.

I sound confused right now and to a certain extent I am.

I am torn between principles and wants.

I am taking frequent trips down memory lane with the aid of

music from the past and I remember.

I remember feelings, not memories specifically 'cos

some things are best not brought to the surface.

I do remember the taste of salt on my lips.

I do remember lying on my bed curled up into a ball, 

with a heart that seemed to fragile,

a heart that was maimed and shredded into

ribbons that was tossed by the wind. 

I remember the ache that came with a crushed heart.

I read the words and I hear the words and I remember.

I remember the promises made, the promises broken.

I remember much and yet it seems I have forgotten more.

These are just jumbled thoughts of an overworked me

who lacks sleep and who has pent up words and 

thoughts in her mind.

I will leave you with an old song 'Vindicated' by

Dashboard Confessionals. I remember.

"Hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out

The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in

So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing

I am captivated..."

An end of an era

Today is a day of change.

In all honesty, this change doesn't quite impact me

but in some strange way it does.

I don't make much sense do I but let's just say

it's an end of an era.

I love this song "Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol.

See here for the lyrics.

"I don't quite know 

how I feel...

If I lay here, 
would you lie with me 

and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life.

Let's waste time chasing cars

around our heads!"

World's Apart

I love this song from the movie "Waiting for forever".

Makes me think of my 'younger' days.

It always brings a smile to my face.

Another awesome song from The Mostar Diving Club

is "World's Collide". You can read/listen to it at this post.

"Some day you will find me

I haven't gone too far

I miss the way we were back then

How we laughed

I can feel you in my heart

There's a world in your eyes I can see it getting brighter

All the hours that we turned into days

We were young seemed like life would go on last forever

All I had was you by my side

Some day you will answer

Remember how we were

When all our hopes and dreams

Floated in the air

I feel it in my heart

I can feel you in my heart

That's the way that it was in the past you remember

When we ran through the wind and the rain

We were young seemed like life would go on last forever

Now everything has changed."

~*~*~*~

Written by Damian Katkhuda

Performed by The Mostar Diving Club

Produced, Recorded and Mixed by Will Worsley at Trouble Studios

Additional Vocals by Ange Boxall

{Lyrics from their site}

World's Apart

Some day you will find me

I haven't gone too far

I miss the way we were back then

How we laughed

I can feel you in my heart

There's a world in your eyes I can see it getting brighter

All the hours that we turned into days

We were young seemed like life would go on last forever

All I had was you by my side

Some day you will answer

Remember how we were

When all our hopes and dreams

Floated in the air

I feel it in my heart

I can feel you in my heart

That's the way that it was in the past you remember

When we ran through the wind and the rain

We were young seemed like life would go on last forever

Now everything has changed.

~*~*~*~

The opening song from the 2011 movie "Waiting For Forever".

Written by Damian Katkhuda

Performed by The Mostar Diving Club

Produced, Recorded and Mixed by Will Worsley at Trouble Studios

Additional Vocals by Ange Boxall

Quiet Times

You ask me where I go tonight, 

I go back to today last year

When me and you had to make each other happier, 

now there's hope with everything

It's hard enough to feel the world as it is and hold on anything

Without these quiet times you've brought round here

I'm gonna have to run away, 

I'm sure that I belong some other place

I've seen another side of all I've seen, 

it keeps me wondering where my family is

It's hard enough to see the world as it is, and hold on anything

Without these quiet times coming round here

Now I miss you

Now I want you

But I can't have you

Even when you're here

I suppose I have to take you with me, 

broken mind I'd rather leave you here

To forget everything you've seen and known, erase every idea

And you walk up in the street, and hold my hand and smile

Well I won't be taken in, cos I know how it turns out

And it takes me back to these quiet times coming round here

Now I miss you

Now I want you

You're not coming back

And I need you

I can't have you

Even when you're here

Now I miss you

Now I want you

You're not coming back

And I need you

But I can't have you

Even when you're here

Song written by Dido Armstrong

Text seen @ E Lyrics World

World's Collide

Back when we were young

We ran into the sun

It's like we fell apart

Yes you stole my heart.

I searched these wasted years

To wipe away the tears

As my heart began to crack.

We can't go back.

I can hardly speak

When you're in front of me.

I can't breathe.

Two paths that would not cross

You left me feeling lost

But I love you just the same

Let the magic rain.

With a blanket made of stars

To wrap the both of us

As we fell into the light

Our worlds collide.

Yes that's the way that our worlds collide.

Here I am and here I stand

Our worlds collide.

And I would wait for you

And I'd wait forever too.

You're in, you're in my heart

It's true.

~*~*~*~

Song from the 2011 movie "Waiting For Forever"

Written by Damian Katkhuda

Performed by The Mostar Diving Club

Produced, Recorded and Mixed by Will Worsley at Trouble Studios

Additional Vocals by Ange Boxall

Love Is All Around

Love Is All Around
by Wet Wet Wet

I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me
And so the feeling grows

It's written on the wind
It's everywhere I go, oh yes, it is
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show, oh

You know, I love you, I always will
My mind's made up
By the way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
'Cause on my love you can depend

I see your face before me
As I lay on my bed
I kinda get to thinking
Of all the things you said, oh yes I did

You gave your promise to me
And I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me
In everything and I do, oh yes I do

You know, I love you, I always will
My mind's made up by the
Way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
'Cause on my love you can depend

Got to keep it movin'
Ooh, it's written in the wind
Oh, everywhere I go, yeah, ooh well
So if you really love me, love me, love me
Come on and let it show

Come on and let it show
(Come on and let it)
(Come on and let it)
Come and let it show, baby
(Come on and let it)

Come on, come on, come on let it show, baby
(Come on and let it)
(Come on and let it)
Come on and let it show
Come on and let it show, baby
Come on and let it show

Seen @ Beauty Comma

Sometimes out of the blue, I suddenly am overcome with this feeling of love. I feel like my heart is bursting and I want to sing and dance in the streets {yes, I know I sound a tad crazy here but its just a feeling which I can't quite control} and occasionally I sort of do the wiggles or sway around while I sing under my breath *snickers*


I also came across the beautiful photos which I heart. There is just something about the slightly rustic feel to it and the simple expressions of love in these photos.


For more beautiful designs, do view the more 
"Just Love" photos by Amy Victoria Wakefield Photography.

Remember: "Hoarding & Collecting is not a crime. It is an art!" 

It's Amazing

I had a simple but delicious lunch with B and I realised I still have heaps of time before lunch ends... so here I am blogging {again}. Decided to also listen to my ipod to drown out the sounds of a colleague loudly munching on a piece of chicken which kind of made me grosse out. Anyways, thought I would just share a song by Jem called "It's Amazing" which I was listening to. I like Jem and this is one of my favourite songs by her. The song is available on the Sex In The City 1 soundtrack which is btw, a really good soundtrack. Enjoy the lyrics of the song and if you want the mp3, just email me for it.

"It's Amazing"


Do it now

You know who you are
You feel it in your heart
And you're burning and wishing

At first, wait, won't get it on a plate

You're gonna work for it harder and harder

And I know 'cause I've been there before

Knocking on the doors with rejection (rejection)

And you'll see 'cause if it's meant to be

Nothing can compare to deserving your dream

[Chorus:]

It's amazing, it's amazing all that you can do

It's amazing, it makes my heart sing

Now it's up to you

Patience, now, frustration's in the air

And people who don't care

Well it's gonna get you down

And you'll fall (fall)

Yes you will hit a wall

But get back on your feet

And you'll be stronger and smarter

And I know 'cause I've been there before

Knockin' down the doors, won't take "No" for an answer

And you'll see 'cause if it's meant to be

Nothing can compare to deserving your dream

[Chorus:]

It's amazing, it's amazing all that you can do

It's amazing, it makes my heart sing

Now it's up to you

Ooo-ooo-ooo

[electric voice]

[Chorus x2:]

It's amazing, it's amazing all that you can do

It's amazing, it makes my heart sing

Now it's up to you

Fields of Gold

I came back early from lunch, 
hence why I am able to blog.

The office is so quiet which is just great...
a perfect time for writing and surfing the net.

This post was inspired by what's playing on my iPod.

If you have not listened to this song before, 
please download it or leave me a comment

and I will send you the song *smiles*

Have a good Monday.

Fields of Gold - Sting

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold

So she took her love for to gaze awhile
Among the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

Will you stay with me will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
And you can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We will walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We will walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold

Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
As you lie in fields of gold

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold 

Chasing Cars

I love this song by Snow Patrol
 "Chasing Cars" especially the question;

"If I lay here, 
would you lie with me 
and just forget the world?"

Would you?

~*~*~*~

Chasing Cars ~ Snow Patrol

We'll do it all

Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world? 

Rainbow Connection

RAINBOW CONNECTION
Kermit the Frog

Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side
Rainbow's are visions
They're only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide
So we've been told and some chose to
Believe it
But I know they're wrong wait and see

Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me

Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it
And look what it's done so far
What's so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What so we think we might see

Someday we'll find it
That Rainbow Connection
The lovers the dreamers and me

Have you been half asleep
And have you heard voices
I've heard them calling my name
Are these the sweet sounds that called
The young sailors
I think they're one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
There's something that I'm supposed to be

Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me