I would like to have a quiet read before I sleep tonight. I would like to have a peaceful relaxing time at home alone.
Those days of being home alone and feeling safe are gone.
I am panoid everytime I hear a creak, a sound... anything sets me off on paranoia mode. I clutch my bat everywhere I go.
No matter if my dad explains it over and over again that it can't and wouldn't happen again, I still worry about it, I still think about it. I wonder if what I hear is actually real and not something in my imagination.
I want this feeling to go away and never return.
God, please help me to overcome this worries of mine.
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