I have been trying to be more optimistic and more upbeat about things lately... you know, trying to see the silver lining, trying to count my blessing and all that good stuff.
But then sometimes, just sometimes I feel disappointed because I expected more because I thought too much and because sometimes, the things hidden deep in some seemingly forgotten places, resurfaces to haunt you.
And when this happens, I just don't know what to do.
So I play games on my computer till my eyes get blurry and I my shoulder ache.
Better a shoulder ache than a heart ache.